Apr. 5th, 2015

Yesterday

Apr. 5th, 2015 02:25 pm
soobunny: (sad bunny)
 So Yesterday,  I took Nim to the Vet. I was fully expecting to get a lecture about her weight.  Instead, she looked at the bump on her side and decided to aspirate it to be safe. She took the sample and came back and told me that it was a malignant tumor that needed to be removed. I'm sure she told me what type of tumor but I can't remember. Everything seemed to crash down. I think it's mast cell but I can't be positive. She did say something about stages which make me think it's mast cell. Which I've coursed googled and is scaring the hell out of me.

So yes, Nim is scheduled for her surgery next Monday which seems forever from now. I haven't left her side for more than a few minutes since. And now every time I think about it, I fall apart and cry. Because she's my little girl, my best friend,  my everything. I can't imagine my life without her. 

So I'm going to be a basket case for the next week or two at least. At the moment I can't handle talking about it. It took a lot to just write this down. So please be kind.


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